SPRD-1089 I'm being embraced at my husband's request

I want to embrace my beloved wife, but I always go soft at the crucial moment. The more anxious I get, the more my wife blames herself and falls into despair. In my desperation, I decided to ask my wife for something I had always wanted to try. This was something a senior colleague who had divorced said. He had separated from his wife due to her infidelity and showed me evidence of her cheating, asking me in confusion, 'What would you do if your wife became like this?' At that time, I couldn't say anything. Because just imagining it made me aroused and unable to stop my erection. However, I don't think my wife would cheat, so I tried to imagine it while trying to be intimate with her. But things didn't go well. Before I knew it, I was crying and begging my wife to be embraced by someone else. Thinking that all the fault was mine, I felt that if she asked for a separation, it would be understandable. But my wife said, 'I understand, let me think about it for a bit.' A few days later, my wife said, 'If it's someone you choose...' Since then, I have been looking for a man to embrace my wife. And today, that man will have sex with my wife.