A few years after my son passed away, now it was my husband's turn. I had no motivation to do anything. But I also needed to move forward and regain my daily life. My daughter and son-in-law were always concerned about me, and the son-in-law reminded me of my late son, making me think of him. One day, my daughter and her husband gave me a hot spring trip as a gift. It was a long-awaited enjoyable trip, but I couldn't help but follow my son-in-law with my eyes. If only that child were still alive... My daughter offered me alcohol, and drunk, I was carried to the futon by my son-in-law. Thinking he had fallen asleep, he started touching my body.
