Once before, I watched an adult video where the actors were wearing swimsuits and it made the swimsuits look incredibly erotic. Ever since then, sometimes when I see people in my club activities wearing swimsuits, I think that maybe this outfit is really lewd. When I consider that the boys and coaches might be looking at me the same way, it makes me feel really excited. Lately, I've been so focused on the crotch areas of the male club members that I can't concentrate on practice… Am I weird?
