I wanted to act, so I put myself in this world, but acting is really difficult. In scenes not written in the script, what does that character feel and how do they spend their time? I always think about wanting to perform in a way that conveys those feelings, but there are many things I can't even imagine. That's why I think it's important to experience various things. Actually, I've been interested in AV... a little bit. Sometimes they're like dramas or girlfriend settings, and both actresses and actors have scenes where they need to act, right? So today, I felt half nervous and half excited. Doing live commentary while masturbating was of course my first time. It was really embarrassing, but then I noticed a huge male organ in front of me, and my chest filled with anticipation. I thought he would touch me, but he still hasn't, yet I could feel his gaze and it made me so excited. Using tools was also my first time, and I'm surprised that something can feel this good. The actor's penis is really big and feels great. I haven't done anything with my boyfriend recently, so I really wanted to. Is the excuse for acting...? That's... embarrassing, so it's a secret. But... this feels so good for the first time, and I want to do it more.
