My husband, who is a bit older than me, doesn't do much caressing and seems to have sex out of obligation. It's lonely, and the frequency is low too. Maybe I should be the one to initiate it, but since I don't have much experience, I'm not good at it, so I find it hard to make the first move... But really, I want to feel more pleasure. I long for a kind of sex where we both get carried away and enjoy it together. That's why today's shoot was something I looked forward to. It was embarrassing to be naked in such a bright place and I was very nervous, but having my ears or back touched, being hugged, felt really good after so long. My body temperature felt so comfortable. When my wrists were tied, I got more excited than I imagined, so I gathered the courage to ask him to lick my breasts. Earlier, I was too embarrassed to say it, but since the male actor is kind, I felt safe and pleasurable, becoming more honest. I also don't have much experience, and didn't know that licking the glans is normal. When I licked it, it twitched, and seeing the reaction made me happy. It was all firsts for me, and I couldn't move at all in the cowgirl position, but being thrust into so much that I couldn't stand up from the pleasure. There was a moment when my head went completely blank, feeling too good that my consciousness seemed to fade away. So sex really can make you pass out.
