Even when I'm with friends, I often end up listening to them, going shopping together, or hearing complaints at cafes. If everyone says something is cute, I'll agree that it's cute, and if everyone says something is annoying, I'll say 'Yeah, that's annoying.' I've always been passive and didn't express myself much. The same goes for sex; I'm always receptive and only have standard sex. I've never tried anything new. I actually want to try some naughty things, but I'm too scared to do them. Especially with my boyfriend, I think too much about being disliked and can't say what I want. I want to experience more with different men, but I lack confidence and even one-night stands seem scary. It feels safer to ask someone reliable rather than a stranger, so I decided to audition for AV. I don't think anyone around me has done something like this. Being touched all over while in my underwear makes me shiver and feel hot. Having my breasts licked while being touched down there feels incredibly good, and I can tell I'm soaked. Even a slight touch on the clit makes me twitch and react, and it's embarrassing to let them know how aroused I am. When a vibrator is inserted and an electric massager is applied to the clit, both feel incredibly good, and I even surprise myself with how loud I get. This was the first time I've ever come so intensely in front of a man. Lost in pleasure, getting so excited... accepting the man I just met into me while dripping wet... I released all the pent-up parts of myself and surrendered completely to the pleasure.
